Christmas Poinsettias
By Louis Daniel Brodsky
This a.m., as I sit at a table in Milwaukee,
So distant from you, drinking coffee,
In a greenhouse dining room decorated for Christmas,
Vision arrests my listless initiative,
Compels me to focus on the slick, glistening icicles
Fixed to branches just beyond the glass,
Systematically slipping into disappearance.
Between sips, I listen intently,
As if I might hear drops they drip from tips,
Accept their bitter-cold dissolvement, with resolve,
And take a lesson from their stoicism.
But my ears have never developed such acuity
As felines and canines possess.
By degrees, my fascination lapses.
Distraction sets in, destroys the sunlit prism,
Instead directs me to the red poinsettia plants
Decorating window ledges facing the street,
Their leaves so red I begin to see past them,
To other winters, when your dad
Delivered, to the family flower shop on the Square,
Two thousand of them he'd grown, by hand,
In greenhouses he and his father had built
Long before we were new to each other
And Christmases glistened with icicle rituals
That excited us, invited us to bequeath them
To the children we hadn't yet dreamed into life.
I can see him transferring, from his van,
Five pots at a time, setting each on the marble floor,
Until they filled that converted Victorian bank,
From back to front door, he stooping, straightening,
Occasionally taking a between-trips breather,
To wipe his brow, with his ubiquitous kerchief,
And survey the celebration he'd nurtured from seedlings
To six- and eight-bloomed magnificence
That dazzled us, with its profusion — us two,
Whose tenderness was, itself, a blessing
No Christmas could bestow, its own flower
Both of us cherished and shared with the world.
But this is another dimension, here in Milwaukee,
Where, staring with growing suspiciousness,
I realize that the beribboned window pots and table vases,
Containing perfectly shaped poinsettia blooms,
Are artificial displays in satin, silk, and plastic.
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