Life Lines
By Jennifer Yaros
A glance in the mirror tells me this morning’s
newspaper has already yellowed. I’ll read it anyway,
drink coffee from a cream ceramic mug lined,
fractured by thin strands of once lustrous russet
hair. I grab my scratchy grey cardigan, notice
buttons hanging from threads, eyeballs pinched free,
squeezed from sockets, bobbing on spidery veins.
I can’t see the air now salted with moths, buff-colored,
hungry for more wool, more soft tissue. They want
to fly in and through rattling bones, until they too
resemble ash – or moisture, floating. My warm breath
steams the chill window as insides of marbled clouds
growl overhead. Ivory lightning strikes, again, again –
exposes critical fissures in giant glass dome plunged
first in hot, then cold. I’m afraid light might leak
from the sky, even the sky, to a ground abounding
with wet brown leaves, collecting yoked life lines
of a colossal rounded palm, holding me. Joining
lips to hand, I blow kisses so old they drift like dried
petals, flake the way paint does from ancient artwork
rotting in untouched ruins – still alive, we breathe.
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