A Long Time Ago
By Mark Wisniewski
everyone has
their moment
& mine was when
my father
told me
to either find
a job or leave
his house
I’d just
spent hours
in the basement
in that recession
lifting weights
for lack of anything
better: I had looked
for jobs
even at taco stands
& failed & this was
hard on the mind
& the least
I could do was
strengthen
my body—
or so it seemed
anyway here
I was facing
this man whose
pleasure had
brought me
into this
world & he was
telling me to leave
the part of it he
owned
& shouting to do so
& I was shouting
back & somewhere
in there he raised
his arm
to backhand my face
& I grabbed his
forearm with one hand
then with the other &
squeezed so hard it
was clear I could have
broken those
bones of his easily
this only
fueled his
insistence that I leave
& although he allowed
me to return
years later
neither he
nor I would ever
find the power
to take my
moment away
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