A Long Time Ago
By Mark Wisniewski

     everyone has

     their moment

     & mine was when

     my father

     told me

     to either find

     a job or leave

     his house

 

     I’d just

     spent hours

     in the basement

     in that recession

     lifting weights

     for lack of anything

     better: I had looked

     for jobs

     even at taco stands

     & failed & this was

     hard on the mind

     & the least

     I could do was

     strengthen

     my body—

     or so it seemed

 

     anyway here

     I was facing

     this man whose

     pleasure had

     brought me

     into this

     world & he was

     telling me to leave

     the part of it he

     owned

     & shouting to do so

 

     & I was shouting

     back & somewhere

     in there he raised

     his arm

     to backhand my face

     & I grabbed his

     forearm with one hand

     then with the other &

     squeezed so hard it

     was clear I could have

     broken those

     bones of his easily

 

     this only

     fueled his

     insistence that I leave

 

     & although he allowed

     me to return

     years later

 

     neither he

     nor I would ever

     find the power

     to take my

     moment away