Over the River and through the Woods
By Joshua Michael Stewart

My grandfather threw her out

of a moving car on Route 4

 

after a Tracy-Hepburn movie.

She said this as I sat on her lap,

 

giddy at the wheel of the blue Nova

while she worked the pedals to K-mart.

 

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All she wanted was a baby.

She’d cradle me, watching

 

her soaps. I sucked her nicotine

fingers until sleep took me.

 

She wanted a girl, dressed me

in a red dress, ribbons in my hair,

 

and snapped Polaroids my brother

dangled over my head for years.

 

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She took in a pregnant runaway:

free room and board, medical

 

bills, in exchange for your baby.

The police steered the girl

 

to the squad car. She clamped

the baby to her chest, inhaling

 

the smell of his scalp. Grandma

sobbed as Bert and Ernie chirped away.

 

****

 

Grandma’s dying, says the answering

Machine, Emphysema.

 

She wants you to write her eulogy.

She showed me how to cut out snowflakes,

 

made the best bologna sandwiches,

could skin a squirrel in ten seconds flat.