Love You Like Bread
By Joshua Michael Stewart

For Chanel Dubofsky

 

Clouds shroud the city like newspaper

over an old man’s sleeping face. The wind

 

teethes on our ears, drizzle needles

our cheeks. A gnarly loaf of challah

 

steams from a brown paper bag nestled

in my coat. The shuk is a zoo on Fridays,

 

you say, everybody shouting and pushing.

You relive Jerusalem, roam Emek Refaim

 

in your head, the coffee from its cafés

fresh on your taste buds, you fall

 

in love again and again. I rip off an end.

The sesame seeds are Braille for the tongue,

 

Naming each little explosion in the mouth:

sourdough, brown sugar, pinch of rosemary.

 

We should go to Israel, you say. My silence

gives the same answer it gave in the past.

 

Minor thirds of disappointment

wheeze from your chest and I’m sorry

 

I’m not who you sometimes wish.

The challah’s crust—a soft crunch,

 

like walking on frosted grass, then

a featherbed for the teeth. I’ll visit you

 

 in New York, I say. Your arm tightens

around mine, lips curl into an okay.

 

We’ve survived the pastries, the lard

and artificial flavoring of relationships.

 

We work with simple ingredients.

Want more? I say. Your hand reaches in,

 

and I grip the bag so you can wrestle

off a bigger piece.