by Michael Sofranko
After hours on the open roadEverything drowns in the hum of the radials. I speed, half aware of the roadside rests,Immersed in one long bluesy note —The tires constant Om. * * *Once, to finally answer the question Of, Who the Hell Am I?I placed cryptic notesIn the margins of a dictionary.It was like swimming for fitness.I was seasick with introspection.When asked where the White Whale swam, Melville faced down a cartographer:I’m not interested in the facts, he said,I’m interested in the truth,It’s not a placeYou can point to on a map. * * *My daughter is deaf.She says, I hear with my eyes.Yet so many nights I hear how to see, How to drive the car and to where,By listening to the words inside The humming tires.Sometimes I have nothingBut the words. One night, halfway down The Jersey coast,A woman was waiting. I wanted to drown in her hair.But because of the words in the song I heard,I knew to turn back. * * *I don’t care what the road signs say.I’m doing well over sixty.I speed, I spit, I sing With the radio constantly.If you ask me whyI gyrate in waysUnbecoming my age. Love, I say. The old urges remain, And the feeling of every day Remains plain,Especially the pain…Which is, of course,The source of song.
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