by Mark Belair
The video plays only seven seconds— the angle was poor so my taping son bailed out— but that’s long enough to hear the singer by the bar, with her nimble guitarist, cover Don’t Worry, Be Happy, and to see that three customers intending to leave the cozy café I’m roaming can’t leave until they’ve danced around the infant in my arms, she facing out to them and grinning, all gums, all seven of us in a singing, dancing circle, my granddaughter the shining star, the joy we fill each other with cut short on the tape as if in premonition of the inevitable moment I’ll be made to leave my granddaughter’s young life, the video like a flash-fragment of early memory, like a random but sustaining remembrance she might hold of my love, and not worry, and be happy.
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