by Mark Belair
A gentle spoon, its workdone, rests in a plain whitebowl, slim handle slopingoff the bowl’s ceramic lip,a little dab of milk in thespoon basin, a shallow pool,discolored by cereal crumbs,still in the well of the bowlwhich sits beside a small, tapered glassspeckled with orange juice pulp, a plashof juice left behind, a trace of coffeeshadowing my hairline-cracked cup—the chalice of this humblemorning sacrament.*Why are these three candles— soft, squat pillars, fern green, resting on frosted-glass squares whose edges curl up— so present to me?Perhaps from the childhood memoryof dark Romanesque churchesand their mysterious, miracle-working votive candles.Or perhaps because these three candles—green as growth, calmly secular,adult—promise neither more(no special indulgences, no eternalmercy for the living and the dead)nor less than what they can provide:quiet light to live by.
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